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What is it? When.. Fall into something we never felt before. When we couldn't swim but we would drowning for that guy. When we were scared of heights but we would fall too. When the feet are weak but we were willing to climb. How is it? Who could describe that kinda terrible feeling? Day by day we went through together Time flies And finally I realized that, The hardest pain is being homesick to the heart that never wanting you. Sometimes I ask my self in the depth of night Why am I the traveller when you are the destination of someone else. Those nights, when my mind went into war with my heart. Fighting between what I knew and what I felt. Hoping one day these worries would disappear in the darkness. Without coming back, again. Up and down, I've gone through to this 21. One thing the world has taught me We have to motivate our ownselves in every good or bad situations. And I just wanna try See the result Could I? Hey ya, dude! You can steal my smile

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Dalam tatih ku menahan, ku terlatih sabar Dalam lelah ku menunggu, ku belajar setia Dengan peluh ku jalani, semakin ku mengerti Tapi kenapa ragu selalu menghampiri? Menahan dan bertahan, dua hal yang membingungkan Menahanmu adalah hal yang tak mungkin ku lakukan Darimana ku dapatkan kekuatan menahan?  Kau adalah perasaanmu yang kendalikan Lalu haruskah ku bertahan? Bertahan pada perasaan yang tak jua menemukan jalan Memilukan. Semakin kuat ku genggam, semakin mencekam! Ku longgarkan ikatan, kau terbang dari rekatan! Ku bagai orang hilang di tengah lautan Tak tau kemana arah pulang Tak mau terbawa ombak, ataupun tergiring angin Mendayung! Ku terus mendayung Meski tak tau arah tujuan Entah bagaimana ku mengerti arah kembali ke daratan Ku terlanjur berlayar ke tengah lautan Berdiam ku tenggelam, mendayung ku kelelahan (Icha, 2017)